I just want the whole situation to be dropped. It's tearing me up and sending me into anxiety attacks... I apologize for handling the situation the way I did.

I went to the chiropractor again this morning and I'm supposed to be doing stretches to help my back. I have been starting to when I go to bed but when I wake up I'm usually so out of it still I probably won't remember. I have another appointment Friday morning. 

I have my meeting with TGI tomorrow morning at 8 AM. I'm hoping it all goes well and that I can have my job back and start putting some money in the bank. Then the sooner I can go visit my friends in Michigan. 

Until then, I'm going to spend some time doing laundry, laying around, and cuddling with my cat watching movies. I think today might be one of the last relaxing days I'll have for a while.